My heart broke when you told me you were far from God and decided to remain as you are now. Somehow, you have become a Marxist. Thing is, there is no God in Marxism nor is there real love. One day, I pray you truly get that.
You are like Eve who believed lies from the kingdom of darkness. Only God and His ways soothe and bring peace, happiness and joy. One day, I pray you get that, too.
Like I will always love you, God will always love you. You can choose to return to Him and resume right living. You can choose to see truth for what it is and lies for what they are. God does not make you change, but He does make you choose. I pray you choose Him.
Do you remember the day you said you were ready to pray the sinner’s prayer and ask Jesus into your life as Lord and Savior? With joy, I welcomed you to our spiritual family. With joy, I will welcome you back. You might have given up on God, but He never gave up on you.
Romans 8:35, 38-39 (NKJV)
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 38 For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, 39 nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.